I just don't give a Fuck anymore!

It is really a cruel joke.  I keep telling myself everyday, but I look in the mirror and are reminded that it is true.  I am dying and my time depends on keeping nutrients in me and the weight on.   I don't want anyone to know, I hate those people who never were my friend, suddenly act as if they were my besty.  Like I give a shit about how sorry they are!  Get the fuck out of here and stay away.  I told my children the truth on everything.  Were their childhoods changed, yes they were not naive, they never blindly went along, they were the ones always asking.
Do I care that I hurt YOUR feelings, no I don't.  Did YOU care when you hurt mine or my children's no!  You have done nothing but slander and create libelous and fantastic tales to fit YOUR need.  Now with a newspaper in your back pocket do you really think that's going to help you?!

Think NOT...MINE is BIGGER!

To Begin

There are no words that will make this easier, but to begin I must remind you all that this is not the end. So with that said, buck up lets get this show on the road, because the real party begins after.
I cannot say it too much, respect your elders! Do nothing that will upset their world. So please go through the motions to get this done with. Do not drag it out.

but do not let them bully you around!
No one is allowed in my house unless all agree to it,
do not have pity parties please.